Share about FTM

Hi, I'm in my 20's. It took a while to understand the man inside me. I dress like a girl but I hate having breasts. I'm attracted to girls but not to boys. I fell in love with my roommate Emy. And she suggested female to male procedure ( ) as she wanted me to be a 100% man. It's been long I'm thinking it. Since my childhood, I had a desire to be a boy. I used to do all naughty behaviors of boys and long back I have asked about FTM surgery to my parents. But they were against it. But now I don't have any other option. I can't think a life without my girlfriend. Now I'm researching the possible side effects and outcomes of the surgery. Kindly help me by sharing your experiences and ideas on this. Than you.